Late at night I sit alone
And curse the ones I can't condone
Pretenders with their lovely lives
Struggling with their alibis
With everything swept underground
These whispers stopped from crying out
But I could take back anything
And now they try to pull my strings
I can't stop feeling angry because I know it's all my fault
An innocent civilian who gets lost in this assault
Bombarding me with words and thoughts that I can't even see
And I don't wanna be redeemed
I don't wanna be redeemed
I used to know my friends I thought
But they took my name and then forgot
Lost inside a vacant mind
To drift and throw it back in time
Every night they're talking now
But these whispered words keep coming out
Locked behind some metal doors
Now I don't trust them anymore
I can't stop feeling angry because I know it's all my fault
An innocent civilian who gets lost in this assault
Bombarding me with words and thoughts that I can't even see
And I don't wanna be redeemed
I don't wanna be redeemed
Now everybody hates me
It doesn't matter what they say
All words were made for lying
They're all connections gone astray
Oh nothing really changes
With these thoughts kept to myself
Well no one stays exclusive
But maybe I just need some help
Maybe I just need some help
I can't stop feeling angry because I know it's all my fault
An innocent civilian who gets lost in this assault
Bombarding me with words and thoughts that I can't even see
Won't you look at me? Please look at me
I can't stop feeling angry because I know it's all my fault
An innocent civilian who gets lost in this assault
Bombarding me with words and thoughts that I can't even see
And I don't wanna be redeemed
I don't wanna be redeemed
But look at me, please look at me
Won't you look at me? Fucking look at me