My Biggest Mistake


The snow slowly crept through the air
As your fingertips gave me a scare
But through all the rustling and noises of bustling
I told you that I wasn't prepared

So you laughed and then threatened to leave
All to find that I still had to grieve
I constantly struggled with those feelings you smuggled
Through the phone on that lost Christmas eve

Party hats and pleasures
Things that we can't measure
Altering the reasons to leave

The sunlight began to give way
As I lost all control on that day
And somewhere in new years, we all find some new fears
While our structured beliefs fall away

I've never made a bigger mistake
No I've never made a bigger mistake

Party hats and pleasures
Things that we can't measure
Altering the reasons to leave

Adorned all the meaningless
Words that you said were shit
Call out the ambulence
Holding my hands a bit

Patronized lullabies
Put to sleep, ease your mind
Struggled with everything
Truths that I had to find, fine

But now they're only mine
Now they're only mine

The snow slowly crept through the air
Well it's time to let go but I'm still unprepared
It's time to let go but I'm still unprepared

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