The snow slowly crept through the air
As your fingertips gave me a scare
And through all the rustling and noises of bustling
I told you I wasn't prepared
So you laughed and then threatened to leave
In this time where my mind had to grieve
I was constantly struggling the feelings you were smuggling
On the phone for this one Christmas eve
If I'd known anything, I would've said no
While anyone else, I'd have told to let go
But the part that escapes me as my thoughts all betray me
Is why I spent so much time on this show
Why'd I spend so much time on this show?
Secret lists of things we've done
Of fights we've lost and fights we've won
Nothing sane left to explain
And still the lines are strained, still the lines remain
The sunlight began to give way
And I lost all control on that day
While somewhere in new years, we all find some new fears
As our structured beliefs fall away
Oh I've never made a bigger mistake
No I've never made a bigger mistake
If I'd known anything, I would've said no
While anyone else, I'd have told to let go
But the part that escapes me as my thoughts all betray me
Is why I spent so much time on this show
Why'd I spend so much time on this show?
The snow slowly crept through the air
Well it's time to let go but I'm still unprepared
Oh it's time to let go but I'm still unprepared
It's time to let go but I'm still unprepared