I Lost It All

I lost it all to this

Step back from what I'll miss

Hold tight and never let me down

Are you still around?

You held my hand back there

I know that you were scared

And then you left me in your dust

Was it love or lust?

I've lived these years to try and see

Just what it is you've done to me

I never thought that it could be

I know that I still can't believe it

I'll try my best just to receive it all

I swear it took three days

And then we parted ways

Watch close, I'll make you disappear

Are you still here?

I found the darkest holes

My life, out of control

I took it back just for myself

Do you need some help?

I've lived these years to try and see

Just what it is you've done to me

I never thought that it could be

I know that I still can't believe it

I'll try my best just to receive it all

With nothing left to lose, I had nothing left to fear

Coming from the bottom, now I'm far away from here

I know where I am standing and I'm still standing strong

Just move along, let's move along

I've lived these years to try and see

Just what it is you've done to me

I never thought that it could be

I know that I still can't believe it

I'll try my best just to receive it all

I lost it all to this

But holding on is meaningless