I spent so many nights with you
But we keep struggling through the days
Now you're just another memory
Another name to pack away
These secrets that I held so close
Well they won't ttake me anymore
Because I've caused my own opression
And won't repress what came before
In all the shadows from my secrets never told
Our futures lie and wait until we finally gain control
It's getting old but I won't go back to that place I know again
I won't go back again, won't go back again
In my head there's so many thoughts
And many others still unseen
But pretty soon I'll trade them in
To find a life that works for me