See it in plain view, a house on the hill
With white picket fences and gardens to fill
Nothing outlandish, a suburbanite's dream
Can't remember the past but it's not what it seems
So even before I open my mouth
I already know that the words will go south
Been lining up my antidotes but nothing comes out
So I'll drown in my doubts, yeah I'll drown in my doubts!
Nothing to rise from will come without fear
With wasted ideals that have all disappeared
If life is decided with nowhere to steer
What are we doing here? What are we doing?
Brighter horizons, a life up in flames
Excuses to foster and addictions to claim
All things repugnant, every shot in the dark
Can't skip to the future when there's nowhere to start
So even before I open my mouth
I already know that the words will go south
Been lining up my antidotes but nothing comes out
So I'll drown in my doubts, yeah I'll drown in my doubts!
Nothing to rise from will come without fear
With wasted ideals that have all disappeared
If life is decided with nowhere to steer
What are we doing here? What the hell are we doing?
I'll keep biting my tongue, never holding my breath
As I choke down each word that this silence misread
Breaking these habits, I've learnt to move past them instead
Even before I open my mouth
I already know that the words will go south
Been lining up my antidotes but nothing comes out
So I'll drown in my doubts, yeah I'll drown in my doubts!
Nothing to rise from will come without fear
With wasted ideals that have all disappeared
If life is decided with nowhere to steer
What are we doing here? What are we doing here?
What are we doing here? What are we doing?