I stay up late
But what's the point of it anyway?
Long distance calls until 2 A.M.
Hours and hours
God, I loved to hear your laughter
Now I'm not really sure what the point was
Was there really a point at all?
But I've been holding on
And maybe that's because
I'm too tired and dumb
To know anything else
To know anything else
I've dreamt of you
Of maybe drowning in the never viewed
I'm a clown for the browns in your eyes
Memories and memories
Well, I had the wrong trajectory
Now I'm not really sure where my heart is
And did love even exist at all?
But I've been holding on
And maybe that's because
I'm too tired and dumb
To know anything else
To know anything else
And I don't understand it
But how am I supposed to say?
For everytime I said I was alright
I was so fucked up anyway
And I'll always want to change it
But now there's nothing more to do
It's almost new year's eve and still I can't believe
I'm not spending it right next to you
But I've been holding on
And maybe that's because
I'm too tired and dumb
To know anything else
To know anything else
Don't know nothing...
Don't know nothing...
Happy new year, just leave me here
Happy new year, just leave me here