I've crossed the line so many times
Feels like I'm fighting with myself
Pushing down almost every stupid instinct
But I can't seem to find a clear way out
It's difficult sometimes to realize the answers
Maybe easier to ask the questions, I know
If every little thing can build up in the rear view
I'll let it shrink into the distance as I go
But I can't fall asleep
With these secrets that I keep
It's nothing all that different in the end
La la la la la, la la la la
I've bottomed out but in my doubts
Feels like I'm fading fast again
Only ghosts that'll feul my paranoia
Maybe enemies that I still call my friends
It's harder sometimes to know when you're defeated
Though it's better than some victories, I guess
If every fucked up thing still happens for a reason
I'll let it wander by with memories I'll forget
But I can't fall asleep
With these secrets that I keep
It's nothing all that different in the end
La la la la la, la la la la
Everyone's insane, their brains
Are always like two crashing trains
So useless in the end
It's happening again
Nothing to dissect, reject
The things that you cannot respect
So useless in the end
It's happening again
Nothing's all that different here
No nothing's all that different in the end
La la la la la, la la la la
It's happening again
It keeps happening again
It's time to make amends, my friend