I've crossed the line so many times
Feels like I'm fighting with myself
Pushing down almost every stupid instinct
When I can never seem to make it out
It's difficult sometimes to realize the answers
While all these questions overflow
Now if every little thing can build up in the rear view
I'd mention something you'd already know
But I can't fall asleep
With these secrets we still keep
It's nothing all that different in the end
I've bottomed out but somewhere in my doubts
Feels like I'm fading fast again
Only ghosts that'll feul my paranoia
They seem to haunt the people I'd befriend
It's harder sometimes to know when you're defeated
Though better than some victories, I guess
If every messed up thing still happens for a reason
I'll let my consciousness try to forget
But I can't fall asleep
With these secrets we still keep
It's nothing all that different in the end
Everyone's insane, their brains
Are always like two crashing trains
So useless in the end
It's happening again
Nothing to dissect, reject
The things that you cannot respect
So useless in the end
It's happening again
Nothing's all that different here
No nothing's all that different in the end
It keeps happening again
Yeah it keeps happening again
But nothing's all that different in the end