Cautious are the doubters
Do I fit into the mould?
I guess I'm a bit more jaded
So let's watch it all unfold
It's crazy now to say it
But I can't scream out that loud
I'm afraid I'll just betray it
And throw you back into the crowd
It's not that I'm not confident this time
It's just the past has always been unkind
Oh can I really risk a friendship lost?
I guess I'm tired of living with the cost
I guess I'm tired of living with the cost
What is my decision?
I can't even find my voice
The cautious need precision
And the selfish have no choice
It's harder now to say it
Because I don't know what I want
If there's a message, please relay it
I don't need these scars to flaunt
It's not that I'm not confident this time
It's just the past has always been unkind
Oh can I really risk a friendship lost?
I guess I'm tired of living with the cost
I guess I'm tired of living with the cost
They all come back to find me here
Bound in thought to disappear
Tortured with my hopes and fears
Mirroring the past again
Mirroring the past again
It's not that I'm not confident this time
It's just the past has always been unkind
Oh can I really risk a friendship lost?
I guess I'm tired of living with the cost
I guess I'm tired of living with the cost