Something (early version)

The tension here begins to build

I'm wondering where I lost the thrill

I don't think that I have the will to keep me hanging on

And these days I'm just so messed up

Because I'm sure I've had enough

Go out and get the handcuffs so that I can play along

Waiting and still concentrating

Contemplating every single lie

Now say goodbye

We're never gonna be close friends

Cause that would have to be something

And I don't wanna be something to you

So I'll refuse to sit and talk

It's useless now, the doors are locked

While all your love is on the rocks, again

I'm pretty sure I've skinned my knees

But all the torture comes for free

You're clawing out of the debris for something to distort

They tell me that you look so fine

But they don't know you've lost your mind

what can I say when I'm the one who holds such blind remorse?

Sinking and still over thinking

Drinking down your lying compromise

Now say goodbye

We're never gonna be close friends

Cause that would have to be something

And I don't wanna be something to you

So I'll refuse to sit and talk

It's useless now, the doors are locked

While all your love is on the rocks, again

I don't think that I'll ever be your friend

I don't think that I'll ever be your friend

Why did I take this stupid risk?